I'm really bummed that I had to use some money from my savings account already. I feel really sad about it. I felt like I was doing a good job saving and I was putting money in there every chance, really. It feels like the first time in my life I had gotten serious about actually having a savings account. But today I got my first ever ticket... for parking during street sweeping like an IDIOT... so dumb for not reading the signs! Every street, the street sweeping schedule is different and I forgot to check this one time. I just moved the money into my checking account and I feel so disappointed in myself. I have witnessed a lot of growth within myself since I moved here and experienced a surge in responsibility and then I blow it. I really hate being a grown up sometimes... it means holding yourself accountable.
Today has been all around pretty miserable, from mood to circumstance to interactions. But... I haven't given up on March yet. Maybe this month I will win the $3000 from Walgreens. Or maybe I will buy some rainboots. I really want to be more creatively productive this month and send more mail now that my income is steadier. I want to continue saving and continue pumping out recipes and sharing them on my new blog. I feel March is a time of changes and while nature processes her's, I want to make some of my own.
Happy Ninja Day, folks.
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