What a marvelous weekend of awakening and rebirth!
I think an epic portion of what makes the world such a miraculous place is that it is different every single moment of every day- nothing is ever the same as we remember it, just exactly- and even if it seems that way, we are never the same moment to moment: new skin and new air in our lungs, new freckles, wrinkles, whatever age mark you may be blessed with. Specifically to this weekend, a dear old friend of mine and his closest friend came to visit California, and allowed me to be included in their journey by staying at my apartment! Lucky me! :) What I realized as we went to breakfast and sat in my living room and walked to the car and shuffled through Campbell is how everything felt like this was it- the first time! I'd never been here before in THIS way, with these people, having these conversations or watching these clouds roll by. Nothing more amazing to me than simple and effortless human connection. Something of a miracle, this life. Something even larger is how lucky we are to have anybody to share it with, to share us with.
I listened as the boys entertained me with their goals, their dreams, all that they know they are chasing and guarantee to get. All I could do was feel so excited to be interacting with anyone so impassioned as desperate for that completely consuming chaos that I live for. So good to be around such energy. After such a sad goodbye-or see ya later- I ended up having THE best two days of work, just flooded with so many good feelings with my Girls and happiness to be the person I am in this world, doing whatever the hell it is that I do every day.
Let the good times roll.
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