And here the freedom has been officiated, granted: do whatever you want.

When I use the word "do," I mean not only activate, a physical going... I mean the whole thing. I mean do think and do feel and do allow all of those things you have restricted of self or others in relation to you.

Even with you, I feel the freedoms between myself and everything else right now. It's just like before, though, that the freedom grants my happiness but doesn't mean anything's changed. I worry sometimes so much about what will happen when it does. Will this have ended yet?

I can't explain what I mean, only that I mean it with all my heart.