All day long, through the most intense rain, the sun was insistent upon shining, leading me to come home to a gorgeous rainbow outside my front door. And, on top of that, I'm heading to Ariana's for Wednesday dinner, as I do every week, and we plan to finish the night off by eating a pineapple vanilla cake that literally has my name on it. All the bad feelings, all the hard times, just another moment of processing, just the buffering, just the changing of seasons...